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Yours truthfully xo,
Loes.
PS: The novel "He's Just Not That Into You" is quite depressing, but a good wake up call.
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The Life of Loes
Fantasise, smile and live your life
11 August 2009 @ 03:06 pm
Yours truthfully xo,
Loes.
PS: The novel "He's Just Not That Into You" is quite depressing, but a good wake up call.
09 August 2009 @ 05:14 pm
Hey there!
I'm back from Thailand! I've been back for a while now but that's beside the point. Life's pretty good, I can't complain. My friend; Leonie was over earlier (check out her blog: lalaloen.blogspot.com) and we had a fun time catching up. So anyway, this blog isn't really special and I have nothing to philosophize about, which very well may be a good thing. I can't believe I actually have like a month still left on my summer holidays. I kinda feel like getting back into the rhythm of school, which is really weird and I'm probably ill or something.. anyway. I got my school supplies all set this afternoon, so I'm done with that (:
By the way! You know, I'm not the biggest fan of Demi Lovato but her new album is really sick. I mean, her songs are a little bit like Kelly Clarkson with her own twist put to it. Her song: "Solo" and "Here We Go Again" are pretty good. I mean, they're really good for people going through I dunno, heartache or a break-up. Total 'girl power-ish' album.
And for people who were wondering -- I've been getting messages asking about 'contact information' other than messaging, here are a couple of the places you can reach me:
http://twitter.com/loesisohsoretro
http://www.myspace.com/loestissuething
http://loesisohsoretro.tumblr.com
http://retropolice.deviantart.com
So yeah, enough of my blabbing. Have a mighty good day (: xo,
Loes.
I'm back from Thailand! I've been back for a while now but that's beside the point. Life's pretty good, I can't complain. My friend; Leonie was over earlier (check out her blog: lalaloen.blogspot.com) and we had a fun time catching up. So anyway, this blog isn't really special and I have nothing to philosophize about, which very well may be a good thing. I can't believe I actually have like a month still left on my summer holidays. I kinda feel like getting back into the rhythm of school, which is really weird and I'm probably ill or something.. anyway. I got my school supplies all set this afternoon, so I'm done with that (:
By the way! You know, I'm not the biggest fan of Demi Lovato but her new album is really sick. I mean, her songs are a little bit like Kelly Clarkson with her own twist put to it. Her song: "Solo" and "Here We Go Again" are pretty good. I mean, they're really good for people going through I dunno, heartache or a break-up. Total 'girl power-ish' album.
And for people who were wondering -- I've been getting messages asking about 'contact information' other than messaging, here are a couple of the places you can reach me:
http://twitter.com/loesisohsoretro
http://www.myspace.com/loestissuething
http://loesisohsoretro.tumblr.com
http://retropolice.deviantart.com
So yeah, enough of my blabbing. Have a mighty good day (: xo,
Loes.
28 July 2009 @ 03:02 pm
Some people tend to run away from their problems. Even though doing so, will only make tomorrow harder to live than the present, they seem to think that somehow they might be able to outrun their problems. Hardly. I've flown half across the globe, hoping that a good couple thousand miles of distance, a big sea and an entire continent seperating the paining issue, would help me cope but I've never felt the issue more present in my mind.
How can you honestly forget someone, who you truly loved and cared about? Is it possible to ever truly and completely forget and move on? Even if that person made the most insignificant seeming impact on your life, will they ever be truly set out of your mind? I have many friends who still rattle on about their ex flames, even though it's been years and they are with different people now. How does our brain work? Why do we find it so difficult to let something we grasped onto so tightliy, go? Is it because the idea of moving on from something, that still lives and breathes, is silly? Why are we forced to endure this unneccessary pain, when the thing we long for is still there? There's always hope. Even if all hope was lost, even the hopeless have the smallest spark of hope.And on top of that, however insignificant the person in question may be, there are many small things that will remind you of them. A song he sent you, to give a listen. The path you walked on your first date. The place where you shared your first kiss. How do you shake that? Even when you convincincly enough think you really want to, do you want to forget those wonderful memories? Are memories supposed to fade? Is it not, that we aren't strong enough but just because it's natural for a human to hold onto things that made them happy? Because honestly, who thrives on pain?
Maybe it's simply human to be nostalgic about the past, despite how painful things may have ended. We long for joy in our hearts. We long for that warmth, the feeling of being loved. It's normal to hurt, because you lost something that somebody else may have sooner or later. You hope that those feelings will return. It pains to know that someone who liked you for who you were, has let go. It makes you feel insecure. Wasn't just me, good enough? Torturous. Memories aren't supposed to fade, but it would ease the pain of letting go what is beyond saving, for sure.
Some things fall apart, so other things can fall together xo.
Loes.
PS: Something I found inspiring;
Current Location: Thailand
Current Mood: 
contemplative
contemplativeCurrent Music: "How To Save a Life" by The Fray
14 June 2009 @ 03:33 pm
Here we are again, it's been a while. A lot has been going on in my life, and of course through all the struggles I've learned a couple of things. For one -- we love because it is an adventure. Many people look back on a failed relationship with a grimace. But I believe that it is better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all. People who have never felt what it is like to have someone care for you, to hold you in their arms are truly missing out on something. And of course, I will not deny it hurts like hell when it gets taken away from you. Something you've grasped on to so tightly, something you refused to let go suddenly disappears. You feel like you're being choked, like someone stole the oxygen you live and breathe.
Surely it's unfair, but like I've said a couple of times before -- life is unfair. I found that time really does heal all wounds, and even a broken heart that seems to be beyond repair. Beyond what any type of superglue or amount of ducktape can fix. It all gets easier with time. Irrational thoughts will always cloud your mind, and I'm pretty sure sometimes you'll look at yourself and think: "Damn, I'm going out of my mind." But I suppose we all get a little crazy. Love is blinding. It's like taking a leap of faith; throwing yourself off the cliff of reason, and into the pit of insanity, where comforting logic has no meaning.
Personally, that feeling made me absolutely paranoid. I felt like my senses had been paralyzed. I felt like I could not trust myself with loving someone so dearly. Grasping onto something so tightly, that it was nearly fatal -- I refused to allow myself to do that. I'm sure everyone's endured loss -- whether it's someone passing on, a lost friendship or a broken heart. It all hurts, and we all bleed. At trying times like these we all feel like the world is nothing but one dark, cruel and lonely place.
Surely it's unfair, but like I've said a couple of times before -- life is unfair. I found that time really does heal all wounds, and even a broken heart that seems to be beyond repair. Beyond what any type of superglue or amount of ducktape can fix. It all gets easier with time. Irrational thoughts will always cloud your mind, and I'm pretty sure sometimes you'll look at yourself and think: "Damn, I'm going out of my mind." But I suppose we all get a little crazy. Love is blinding. It's like taking a leap of faith; throwing yourself off the cliff of reason, and into the pit of insanity, where comforting logic has no meaning.
Personally, that feeling made me absolutely paranoid. I felt like my senses had been paralyzed. I felt like I could not trust myself with loving someone so dearly. Grasping onto something so tightly, that it was nearly fatal -- I refused to allow myself to do that. I'm sure everyone's endured loss -- whether it's someone passing on, a lost friendship or a broken heart. It all hurts, and we all bleed. At trying times like these we all feel like the world is nothing but one dark, cruel and lonely place.
And perhaps that's part of the whole deal. It's the price you pay for getting something so lovely in return. I try my uttermost best to think back on those days with a smile on my face. And even though tears burn behind my eyes, I know it is better this way. Perhaps I'm one of the fortunate ones who has been lucky enough to peacefully break apart. But despite that, I still feel a little bit lost at times. There's nothing you can really do about it, besides accepting the fact it's really over. And accepting the loss of a flame is difficult. There's no: "He'll want me back." or "I'll make him jealous." Those are hopes that just eat you up inside. I found that just keeping a cool head, surrounding yourself with loved ones who will support and care for you no matter what is the best remedy. And some quality alone time. Whatever way you like to deal with it.
Life is a journey, we cross paths with many obstacles, rivers to cross, bridges to burn and many things to learn. We will stumble, we'll fall and crawl on our knees when we're feeling low. But life goes on. The world will not stop to watch you curl up into a ball and cry. So pull yourself together, get up and carry on. You are worth living for because you're beautiful, inside and out.
Nothing lasts forever xo,
Loes.
Loes.
complacent03 April 2009 @ 05:03 pm
Ever had the feeling you're driving a road that's going to lead you to your own doom? Like you've got a one-way ticket to failure and there's no turning back. You can't break from the road, you can't jump the track. And even if you hit the brakes, eventually you will crash and break down. You feel like you've signed a contract with fate to turn into an uttermost trainwreck, and you can't break the deal.
You made a wrong choice, and when you finally put all your stubborn thoughts aside you realize it's too late. Too late to turn back. I've always thought that if you can't accept something, it has be to be changed; but, if you can't change something you have to accept it, live with it and adapt to it.
Quite recently I realized I might have made a big mistake. I was too blinded by aspirations people foresaw, too blinded by compliments and praise I had gotten. I always knew I was undeserving, but to come to terms with the disappointment of knowing it, that's the most painful part. Isn't it somewhat frustrating (yet of course, generous) when receiving a compliment you don't deserve?
Now there's the challenge; dealing with it. When every nerve and bone in your body tells you attempts to adapt are futile, you'll try. There's no other solution, and one way or the other you'll get through. That's something you should never give up on: hope. Believe in yourself, even when it feels like the skies couldn't become any darker, the rain couldn't pour any harder to make this all the more difficult. Just keep your chin up high.
Let's just say I think I've already had a twist too many in my 'story', and we all have our struggles, we all feel like the world is out to get us sometimes. And unfortunately, it is how it is. It's unfair, the pain and struggle some people of have to face when others seem to have nothing but clear blue skies.
You made a wrong choice, and when you finally put all your stubborn thoughts aside you realize it's too late. Too late to turn back. I've always thought that if you can't accept something, it has be to be changed; but, if you can't change something you have to accept it, live with it and adapt to it.
Quite recently I realized I might have made a big mistake. I was too blinded by aspirations people foresaw, too blinded by compliments and praise I had gotten. I always knew I was undeserving, but to come to terms with the disappointment of knowing it, that's the most painful part. Isn't it somewhat frustrating (yet of course, generous) when receiving a compliment you don't deserve?
Now there's the challenge; dealing with it. When every nerve and bone in your body tells you attempts to adapt are futile, you'll try. There's no other solution, and one way or the other you'll get through. That's something you should never give up on: hope. Believe in yourself, even when it feels like the skies couldn't become any darker, the rain couldn't pour any harder to make this all the more difficult. Just keep your chin up high.
Let's just say I think I've already had a twist too many in my 'story', and we all have our struggles, we all feel like the world is out to get us sometimes. And unfortunately, it is how it is. It's unfair, the pain and struggle some people of have to face when others seem to have nothing but clear blue skies.
It's unfair, but that's life.
Peace and love xoxo,
Loes.
Peace and love xoxo,
Loes.
disappointed05 March 2009 @ 02:17 pm
Hello again,
It's a drizzly and grey Friday afternoon in Holland. Rain is free falling from the sky. I wouldn't say my day has been great so far. I had a Maths test earlier this morning, and I'm pretty sure I screwed it up -- bleh. Currently I'm watching Star Wars V (The Empire Strikes Back) to take my mind off of it. Yes, I'm a geek -- and proud of it. Anyway, let's move on to my little psychotic and philosophical babble, shall we? Okay, we shall.
When I was younger, I felt very witty when I came up with the phrase: "I don't dare to be different, I dare to be myself." And isn't that true though? I mean, isn't being yourself different enough? The phrase: "Dare to be different." Sounds so constricting. Like, you have to stray away from the crowd in order to shine. But aren't we all different as it is? Every person is unique in their own way. So I'm pretty sure just being yourself, is being different enough. So the moral of this short paragraph is; be yourself -- that's different enough (:
Moving on, I took this shot earlier this week. I really liked how the whole concept came out. What do you guys think?
Peace and love xoxo,
Loes.
PS: Have you guys heard: "Love is on its way" by the Jonas Brothers? Isn't it lovely? Anyone seen the 3D movie yet?
It's a drizzly and grey Friday afternoon in Holland. Rain is free falling from the sky. I wouldn't say my day has been great so far. I had a Maths test earlier this morning, and I'm pretty sure I screwed it up -- bleh. Currently I'm watching Star Wars V (The Empire Strikes Back) to take my mind off of it. Yes, I'm a geek -- and proud of it. Anyway, let's move on to my little psychotic and philosophical babble, shall we? Okay, we shall.
When I was younger, I felt very witty when I came up with the phrase: "I don't dare to be different, I dare to be myself." And isn't that true though? I mean, isn't being yourself different enough? The phrase: "Dare to be different." Sounds so constricting. Like, you have to stray away from the crowd in order to shine. But aren't we all different as it is? Every person is unique in their own way. So I'm pretty sure just being yourself, is being different enough. So the moral of this short paragraph is; be yourself -- that's different enough (:
Moving on, I took this shot earlier this week. I really liked how the whole concept came out. What do you guys think?
Peace and love xoxo,
Loes.
PS: Have you guys heard: "Love is on its way" by the Jonas Brothers? Isn't it lovely? Anyone seen the 3D movie yet?
23 February 2009 @ 10:44 pm
Life is a like a team sport, you can't live life without the people around you. Though many claim to be, there is no such thing as a 'one man show'. They'll put on a brave face and cut themselves off from the world, but where does that actually get them in the end? Nowhere, that's right. They can try until the sweat breaks out onto their forehead, and no matter how hard they try to redirect their emotions of uttermost anger and frustration at the challenging goal they've been dying to achieve, it takes them a lot of effort to get there. Ever figured it never hurt anyone to ask for help?
In all honesty, I have no clue where that sudden metaphoric comparison came from. Perhaps I was subconsciously inspired whilst participating in my school's annual sport's day -- which was quite wonderful. Even if we weren't the runner ups at the end of the day. Anything to get out of school, am I right? Haa, kidding.
Yet, I can find myself in my 'not so insightful' metaphor. I like to come across as an independent type of individual -- who is perfectly capable of doing everything and anything by herself. I usually stray away from asking for help -- unless it comes to asking a bit of help with Maths or Physics, I need all the help I can get on that end! But I reckon you see where I'm coming from. Independence seems to slightly intimidate people, but that's never really bothered me. And I will probably always be naive -- but like a team sport, if you're trying to win a match by trying to be the star of the game, you'll be sure to lose. We're all in this together -- wonder if any of you caught where I got that from.
After all, we're all we've got on this bouncing ball. And I love you freely, for whoever you are deep down -- independent or not.
Peace and love xoxo;
Loes.
In all honesty, I have no clue where that sudden metaphoric comparison came from. Perhaps I was subconsciously inspired whilst participating in my school's annual sport's day -- which was quite wonderful. Even if we weren't the runner ups at the end of the day. Anything to get out of school, am I right? Haa, kidding.
Yet, I can find myself in my 'not so insightful' metaphor. I like to come across as an independent type of individual -- who is perfectly capable of doing everything and anything by herself. I usually stray away from asking for help -- unless it comes to asking a bit of help with Maths or Physics, I need all the help I can get on that end! But I reckon you see where I'm coming from. Independence seems to slightly intimidate people, but that's never really bothered me. And I will probably always be naive -- but like a team sport, if you're trying to win a match by trying to be the star of the game, you'll be sure to lose. We're all in this together -- wonder if any of you caught where I got that from.
After all, we're all we've got on this bouncing ball. And I love you freely, for whoever you are deep down -- independent or not.
Peace and love xoxo;
Loes.
11 December 2008 @ 12:04 pm
Sometimes you sit all by yourself, aimlessly staring ahead with thousands of thoughts running through your head, like a train running over an endless railway. Or you sit in a crowded room, a computer lab to be precise, and you have an epiphany. You realize something you've never really thought of before. Or you have, but the comprehension of it never hit you until that moment.
And as I am quietly typing up these words right now, a bunch of freshmen sitting behind reading French words out loud, it hit me that I am incredibly blessed, and I am immensely thankful for all I have, and all that is left to gain.
Though I may not have everything I've always wanted, I have more than enough to be content. Heck, I'm happy. Sure, I'm not the straight A's student that knows everything and anything there's to know about physics, nor am I the stunning beauty queen that everyone admires. I'm not the best soccer player, nor am I the most talented guitarist. I haven't got it all.
But I don't need to be all those things. I'm happy being perfectly imperfect. Many people thrive to reach the image of the most beautiful individual, to score the highest on an exam. Now I'm not saying there's anything wrong with reaching for the moon, heck I say: Shoot for the moon, if you fall you might catch a star. But I can't stand it when people are truly blessed, and don't realize how lucky they are. When they've caught a star, whilst reaching for the moon they are left disappointed, which is expectable -- but they don't appreciate that star they gained.
They cannot see past the shadows, all they see is the fact that they didn't get that A+ they strove towards, the goal they didn't make when they had the chance. It's okay to be determined, to want to do everything the right way. But in the end, remember not to be too hard on yourself. You don't have to be perfect, it's okay to score bad on an exam, it's okay to lose a soccer game. Don't cry over milk that's already been spilled, lingering in the past won't make the future any better in my opinion. Many may think that I'm being superficial when I say : 'Don't take life too seriously, it's too short for that.' But you really can't be deep without a surface.
Your life is in your own hands, the actions you take are your own responsibility. Don't complain about the fact that you're not perfect, or that your love life's d.o.a. If life was nothing but smooth sailing, it would be very boring. Life's what you make it, you're the one behind the steering wheel and if you choose to ruin your life by taking it all too seriously you're gonna lose in the end. Live up to what life's worth, because believe me it's beautiful -- warts and all. And just a message for all you lovely people out there;
You're beautiful because you're you.
And I love you, warts and all.
Peace and love xoxo;
Loes.
Current Location: @ school
21 May 2008 @ 09:04 pm
Well I've been thinking about what I said
No baby, no need to talk about it
Well I've been playing it back in my head
No thanks, think I am fine without it.
Hey everyone!
There's this new band I'm really into and I'd love for you guys to check them out! Give them a listen and show 'em some love and support! My Favorite Highway! I can't believe they're actually unsigned. They're awesome.
Peace and love xoxo,
Loes.
19 April 2008 @ 01:55 pm
Hey hey everyone,
So I guess I haven't blogged in a long time, life's been quite hectic so I barely have time to. My life's been alright, you know we all have our ups and downs, but usually it all turns out alright.
Yesterday with school we went to a little German village known as Kleve. We were supposed to walk around town, ask questions to German people to imrpove our speaking capabilty. I was teamed up with Sandra, and we walked around town together with Kim and Jooske. It was pretty hilarious, running around town asking questions to all these strangers, luckily they understood a bit of Dutch, which came in pretty handy when you couldn't find the German word in your mind. Sandra and I did pretty well, actually excellent because we scored 19/20. I don't think anyone scored that high, so we make an awesome team, haha. I also learned to play That's just the way we roll by the Jonas Brothers on the guitar, I haven't got it nailed down 100%, but it's getting close. I mean a few errors here and there are common for someone who's teaching herself to play guitar, right?
Today is Saturday, I woke up round 6:18 because I felt an aching pain everywhere. It was really strange, but eventually I fell back asleep and woke up again round 9:55, that was my que to get out of bed and get ready for whatever I was going to do today. So I ended up eating my cereal in front of the TV while watching a documentary on the Evolution theory by Darwin. It was really interesting, I never knew that if it wasn't for a sort of worm like fish, which evolved itself with a backbone, was essential for pracitcally all the mammals, amphibeans and reptiles that exist! Man, you guys definitely should watch Animal Planet, it's awesome. I sound like a geek, maybe I am but I'm cool with that. Right now, I'm going to hit the town, buy some stuff for school camp coming up Monday, a 50 km bike ride - great.
Take care,
Loes.
So I guess I haven't blogged in a long time, life's been quite hectic so I barely have time to. My life's been alright, you know we all have our ups and downs, but usually it all turns out alright.
Yesterday with school we went to a little German village known as Kleve. We were supposed to walk around town, ask questions to German people to imrpove our speaking capabilty. I was teamed up with Sandra, and we walked around town together with Kim and Jooske. It was pretty hilarious, running around town asking questions to all these strangers, luckily they understood a bit of Dutch, which came in pretty handy when you couldn't find the German word in your mind. Sandra and I did pretty well, actually excellent because we scored 19/20. I don't think anyone scored that high, so we make an awesome team, haha. I also learned to play That's just the way we roll by the Jonas Brothers on the guitar, I haven't got it nailed down 100%, but it's getting close. I mean a few errors here and there are common for someone who's teaching herself to play guitar, right?
Today is Saturday, I woke up round 6:18 because I felt an aching pain everywhere. It was really strange, but eventually I fell back asleep and woke up again round 9:55, that was my que to get out of bed and get ready for whatever I was going to do today. So I ended up eating my cereal in front of the TV while watching a documentary on the Evolution theory by Darwin. It was really interesting, I never knew that if it wasn't for a sort of worm like fish, which evolved itself with a backbone, was essential for pracitcally all the mammals, amphibeans and reptiles that exist! Man, you guys definitely should watch Animal Planet, it's awesome. I sound like a geek, maybe I am but I'm cool with that. Right now, I'm going to hit the town, buy some stuff for school camp coming up Monday, a 50 km bike ride - great.
Take care,
Loes.
19 February 2008 @ 11:00 pm
Hey guys!
So how was your day today? Well, I got a lot to tell you guys about what happened yesterday at least!
Yesterday, my mom and I went to go buy me a new guitar :] It's awesome, I love it so much <3
But the coolest thing that happened that day was ..
Okay let me explain first. At my school there are these twins, they are a grade above me and they look exactly alike. For reference, yes I like one better than the other! XP So yeah, my friend and I see them in school a lot and it's crazily awesome, though my friend always cracks up a lot about it, because I have a crush on well both of them, but I like one better than the other one XP
So yesterday, my mom wanted to go to this media store: van Leest. So I was standing there, looking at some CD's and then I could've sworn I saw one of the twins pass me by. So I put the CD back and walked over to my mom, as soon as I stood still the twins both passed me. I was like: "Oh god, what the hell?!" I dunno why, but it's just crazy being in the same store, same time and same day - whilst we have holidays! Yeah people, it's meant to be. Haha kidding, but it was a funny coincedence!
Today was a boring day, because I was too lazy to really do anything. I woke up, had breakfast, worked teensy bit on some homework, pretty much played the guitar the whole day. I'm teaching myself to play the year 3000, it's tough, I can't get the strumming right - oh well :] Hmm.. what else.. what else.. hmm well that's really all that mattered to me this Tuesday, February 19 2008 - My name's Loes and you have been filled in ;]
Take care,
Loes.
Baby you turn the temperature hotter, I'm burning up
Burning up for you baby
13 February 2008 @ 06:49 pm
Hey everyone,
So the Netherlands has sucky greyish weather again. Guess what, I'm sick! Yay! XD
So I have been sick for the couple three days, and I didn't go to school yesterday, and I went to school today but I skipped the first 4 hours and I missed a test. But whatever, I was going to flunk it though XD
Sorry, just had to do that - NICK J IS OFF DA CHAIN! So actually that's all I wanted to show you :] Nick J is my hero, and future husband. I'm kidding, but he's my inspiration.
Take care,
Loes
So the Netherlands has sucky greyish weather again. Guess what, I'm sick! Yay! XD
So I have been sick for the couple three days, and I didn't go to school yesterday, and I went to school today but I skipped the first 4 hours and I missed a test. But whatever, I was going to flunk it though XD
Sorry, just had to do that - NICK J IS OFF DA CHAIN! So actually that's all I wanted to show you :] Nick J is my hero, and future husband. I'm kidding, but he's my inspiration.
Take care,
Loes
sick09 February 2008 @ 03:36 pm
Hey guys! :]
So it's weekend! Hooray! Well I'm really tired, really.. really tired man, school's been hectic.
But life's good, I can't really complain. I mean I could but you know, it's no big deal.
As you can see I have a new icon, it's really blurry, stupid livejournal, haha.
My guitar is still broken, I'm too lazy to go get it fixed. But it's killing me not to be able to play.
I wrote a new song with my friend Maxime. It's about our big brothers. Here's a bit we wrote:
"With everything you do, you know how to make me smile
Wish those times were here for a while
With everything you do, we'll stumble and we'll fall
Arguing and fights
We've been through them all
But you're my big brother so I know it's okay."
I kinda really like it :] Who knows, we might be world famous rockstars one day! Haha :]
Oh yes, if you're reading this I need an opinion on a band name. I'm thinking of Skyscrapers, I kinda like it. It's a funny story how we thought of it and stuff like that but we're still thinking a lot on it.
I'm watching a new televison show, it's called: "Heroes" and it's awesome! It's my new TV obsession, though I barely watch TV. 
So watch it whenever you can and tell me what you think :] So that's what's going on in my life lately, so eh let me shut up now XD!
Loes
Current Location: My room, dûhh
Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: One step at a time - Jordin Sparks
11 January 2008 @ 07:10 pm
Hey everyone!
Wow, haven't been on here for ages! Well just a little update what's going on in my life. So uhrm.. I'm still obsessed with the Jonas Brothers! Omg, I read that they signed a contract with LiveNation, which means World Tours! On a radio interview they mentioned they were going international between March - April. If they hit the Netherlands or Germany, I am SO there!
School and such, I had a 'exams' I was so scared that I flunked everything, the whole Christmas Holidays were stressful. Now I'm going back to school, getting back test-results - Hey, I didn't do that bad after al! I flunked Biology though, with a D. But thankfully with puppydogeyes I got to get a 'redo' so I'm doing the test over on Tuesday, wish me luck! All my other grades are fineee, apart from Physics, my favourite subject - Like omg ;l I forgot EVERYTHING, I had a total black-out. It sucked, but I get to redo that one aswell, yesh life is good! B) LOL!
Now, I wanna talk about the Jonas Brothers - yes my obsession is getting worse everyday. I diagnosed myself with Obsessive Jonas Disorder/Disease. Hehe ;] But that's a good thing! XD! I absolutely love their song: Goodnight & Goodbye. "Hold on tight, it's a rollercoaster ride we're onto, say goodbye 'cause I won't be back agaaaain, up and down you're all around, say goodnight and goodbye." - Love it! If you haven't listened to the Jonas Brothers, listen like NOW! Yeah, I even got a link, lol this is a link to one of their songs Australia. ; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fyo3h8V7f
Tomorrow I'm going to a birthday bash for my friend Pauline, it should be tons of fun :] Today, Maxime and I bought some presents for her - geez, the industry is getting gready. Lol, oh well we bought some pretty neat present, hope she likes them ;] So, fingers crossed! Hmm.. what can I talk about, yeah well we played this board game called: Trivial Pursuit, it was for 8-12 years old. It seriously were questions like:
Who is Batman's sidekick? Is it: Rupert, Ronan or Robin?? - How hilarious, everyone knows that! x]
That's my blog for today, have a great weekend relax and yeahh x]
Loes
Wow, haven't been on here for ages! Well just a little update what's going on in my life. So uhrm.. I'm still obsessed with the Jonas Brothers! Omg, I read that they signed a contract with LiveNation, which means World Tours! On a radio interview they mentioned they were going international between March - April. If they hit the Netherlands or Germany, I am SO there!
School and such, I had a 'exams' I was so scared that I flunked everything, the whole Christmas Holidays were stressful. Now I'm going back to school, getting back test-results - Hey, I didn't do that bad after al! I flunked Biology though, with a D. But thankfully with puppydogeyes I got to get a 'redo' so I'm doing the test over on Tuesday, wish me luck! All my other grades are fineee, apart from Physics, my favourite subject - Like omg ;l I forgot EVERYTHING, I had a total black-out. It sucked, but I get to redo that one aswell, yesh life is good! B) LOL!
Now, I wanna talk about the Jonas Brothers - yes my obsession is getting worse everyday. I diagnosed myself with Obsessive Jonas Disorder/Disease. Hehe ;] But that's a good thing! XD! I absolutely love their song: Goodnight & Goodbye. "Hold on tight, it's a rollercoaster ride we're onto, say goodbye 'cause I won't be back agaaaain, up and down you're all around, say goodnight and goodbye." - Love it! If you haven't listened to the Jonas Brothers, listen like NOW! Yeah, I even got a link, lol this is a link to one of their songs Australia. ; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fyo3h8V7f
Tomorrow I'm going to a birthday bash for my friend Pauline, it should be tons of fun :] Today, Maxime and I bought some presents for her - geez, the industry is getting gready. Lol, oh well we bought some pretty neat present, hope she likes them ;] So, fingers crossed! Hmm.. what can I talk about, yeah well we played this board game called: Trivial Pursuit, it was for 8-12 years old. It seriously were questions like:
Who is Batman's sidekick? Is it: Rupert, Ronan or Robin?? - How hilarious, everyone knows that! x]
That's my blog for today, have a great weekend relax and yeahh x]
Loes
26 November 2007 @ 08:12 am
Hey everyone!
What'suuuup ;D! Lol i had a good day today. But I'm going to tell you what has been going on in my life the past few weeks.
Okay so firstly, this guy I've been talking about which I had a crush on blahblah. Well that crush ended right when he told me he liked a girl and asked me for advice. I was like; What the hell?! But yeah I didn't like him that much anymore anyways. I mean.. I like him as a friend now, which is good :]
Now my new obsession. The Jonas Brothers! They're soo awesome. I love their music, lyrics and ofcourse THEM. They're amazing. Wait lemme look up a pic of them :]..
Love them! Love their lyrics, and everything!
Love you all <3
Loes
What'suuuup ;D! Lol i had a good day today. But I'm going to tell you what has been going on in my life the past few weeks.
Okay so firstly, this guy I've been talking about which I had a crush on blahblah. Well that crush ended right when he told me he liked a girl and asked me for advice. I was like; What the hell?! But yeah I didn't like him that much anymore anyways. I mean.. I like him as a friend now, which is good :]
Now my new obsession. The Jonas Brothers! They're soo awesome. I love their music, lyrics and ofcourse THEM. They're amazing. Wait lemme look up a pic of them :]..
Love them! Love their lyrics, and everything!
Love you all <3
Loes
Current Location: Wherever
Current Music: Please be mine - The Jonas Brothers
13 November 2007 @ 07:36 am
Hey Everyone!
Woah, it's been a while since I've posted. Well, my day started with a dreadful wake-up. I felt like I hadn't gotten any sleep, at all. So yeah the whole morning thing, eat blabla.
Got on my bike, FREEZING. And Happy Birthday to my friend Maxime, who's turning 14 today :]! Happy birthday darling <3
Lessons were cool, physics, study hours, gym and German. AAAAAAAAND I saw this guy I find TOTALLY cute today, lol I like seeing him, it makes me smile. I saw him walk up the stairs hehe.. and another cute guy lol I stared him right in the eyes for about 3 seconds and then quickly looked away. Lol, okay enough guy talk now.
That were the highlights of my boring day ~
Loes
Woah, it's been a while since I've posted. Well, my day started with a dreadful wake-up. I felt like I hadn't gotten any sleep, at all. So yeah the whole morning thing, eat blabla.
Got on my bike, FREEZING. And Happy Birthday to my friend Maxime, who's turning 14 today :]! Happy birthday darling <3
Lessons were cool, physics, study hours, gym and German. AAAAAAAAND I saw this guy I find TOTALLY cute today, lol I like seeing him, it makes me smile. I saw him walk up the stairs hehe.. and another cute guy lol I stared him right in the eyes for about 3 seconds and then quickly looked away. Lol, okay enough guy talk now.
That were the highlights of my boring day ~
Loes
Current Location: My Room
Current Music: Sad Story - Plain White T's
20 October 2007 @ 12:14 pm
Hiya Everyone! ;D
So today I was sleeping, round uh.. say 10 am? And I heard the voices of my brother and his friend talking like; 'Nah she's still sleeping.' WHAM. Door open, I thought like; WTF I WAS SLEEPING YOU IDIOTS! I pretended like I was still sleeping, after they'd gone I woke up and got behind my pc.
After a few minutes I went downstairs to eat some breakfast, after that I showered etc the whole bunch-a-thing. So I just got dressed in the most comfortable clothes I could find, which were (the worst match ever); black jogging-trousers, an orange t-shirt, a grey sweather and pink socks.. it was cold. So I chatted with my friend Maxime for a while on msn and I said: 'God today is seriously going to be a do-nothing-day.' Guess what happened then?
My friend Kim called, and asked if I wanted to go with her to buy a dress for a party she was going to. So I said yes xP We went to the city round 12:30 pm? Hmm.. and well we spent like ages to find a dress, and it took forever to stand in line because it was so freaking busy everywhere!
After that, it was like 15:30, we went to the Lady Sting and I bought a new t-shirt ! ;D It's white but not like PLAIN WHITE, a tad beige I think. And it said in this really cool font; Product of the 80's ! I'm not but who cares! LOL! After that we went to the Claire's ;D I bought LIPSMACKERS! OMG. I was so happy when I saw them I was like; I've been looking for youu for AGES! No seriously, I went to the city once, just to buy Lipsmackers, but I couldn't find them. And I'm walking in the Claire's and I just SEE them. God, that was funny. And Kim & I were hungry so we bought some donuts in the PLUS! (a Dutch grocery store) They were yummy ;D!
When I got home, I stumbled upon some family friends, I forgot they were coming for dinner today, hehe! We had a good time, I spent some time with their kids whom are round my age so that was cool. LOL I'm addicted to this game for the Nintendo DS; Brain Academy. LOL I'm SMART! I got lvl 13 ^0^
So finally when I was done playing Brain Academy, I went on MSN. My crush is online but his status is on away. Damn it. xP Well that's my life, bam bam.
Loes
So today I was sleeping, round uh.. say 10 am? And I heard the voices of my brother and his friend talking like; 'Nah she's still sleeping.' WHAM. Door open, I thought like; WTF I WAS SLEEPING YOU IDIOTS! I pretended like I was still sleeping, after they'd gone I woke up and got behind my pc.
After a few minutes I went downstairs to eat some breakfast, after that I showered etc the whole bunch-a-thing. So I just got dressed in the most comfortable clothes I could find, which were (the worst match ever); black jogging-trousers, an orange t-shirt, a grey sweather and pink socks.. it was cold. So I chatted with my friend Maxime for a while on msn and I said: 'God today is seriously going to be a do-nothing-day.' Guess what happened then?
My friend Kim called, and asked if I wanted to go with her to buy a dress for a party she was going to. So I said yes xP We went to the city round 12:30 pm? Hmm.. and well we spent like ages to find a dress, and it took forever to stand in line because it was so freaking busy everywhere!
After that, it was like 15:30, we went to the Lady Sting and I bought a new t-shirt ! ;D It's white but not like PLAIN WHITE, a tad beige I think. And it said in this really cool font; Product of the 80's ! I'm not but who cares! LOL! After that we went to the Claire's ;D I bought LIPSMACKERS! OMG. I was so happy when I saw them I was like; I've been looking for youu for AGES! No seriously, I went to the city once, just to buy Lipsmackers, but I couldn't find them. And I'm walking in the Claire's and I just SEE them. God, that was funny. And Kim & I were hungry so we bought some donuts in the PLUS! (a Dutch grocery store) They were yummy ;D!
When I got home, I stumbled upon some family friends, I forgot they were coming for dinner today, hehe! We had a good time, I spent some time with their kids whom are round my age so that was cool. LOL I'm addicted to this game for the Nintendo DS; Brain Academy. LOL I'm SMART! I got lvl 13 ^0^
So finally when I was done playing Brain Academy, I went on MSN. My crush is online but his status is on away. Damn it. xP Well that's my life, bam bam.
Loes
sleepy10 October 2007 @ 09:55 am
Hey there!
What'sup? Well my day was ok. I'm right in the middle of my testweek. It's kinda stressful, and I don't know my coming test 100% which is bad. But I'm just freaking lazy. Well my day was ok like I said, although I was so damn tired. I really, barely could stay awake. I didn't get a lot of sleep the night before so yeah. I had 2 tests, I totally screwed up Latin, but I totally aced German. And we're allowed to redo Latin so no problemo!
So I'm in love, with a guy I'll never have and it totally blows. I'm not going to show that I like him or anything because I know it won't work. I just do, and I'm glad we're friends. Just friends which is totally cool. But ok he's like a lot older, 5 years but he's just my type. I mean you can't romance on command right? When it happens, it happens. It's done. I decided not to force myself anything to not like him etc. If the spark is gone, it's gone! Lol.. how mature! xD
Loes
okay14 September 2007 @ 02:03 am
Hello there,
So today was like a: DO-NOTHING-DAY. Seriously it was mega boring. So you know the usual wake up routine, and go to school. It was freezing! And I was so stubborn to not put on a coat. Stupid me, lols! So first hour we had a study hour, second hour we had ICT. Excel =.= Totally boring, I finisehd 4 modules (1 module is supposed to take 1 lesson) and still had time left! Haha, well so a little hyving, deviantArt etc =] I showed everyone my site, and the responses were really sweet! So 3d hour another ICT hour, lolss same old same old. Fourth hour we had another study hour. So nobody was really doing something then, I was listening to Thaitanium (Thai band which totally ROCKS!) quietly hiphopish single of theirs and some kids in my class heard and they liked them! Yay, I'm happy for Thaitanium, lolss maybe they'll go international and be famous in the Netherlands. That would be great for them, ahh I hope so! So listen or download loads of Thaitanium, love it and share it ;D Well I had a short schoolday as you can see, in a couple of minutes my friend Maxime is coming over, we're going to be singstarring ;D and have loads of fun. After dinner Kim will come to join us, but the nerdy girl is going to revise English so that's why she's going to be late. Aah she's a nerdoooo ;P who loves Elmo & Waffels xP
Loes <3
So today was like a: DO-NOTHING-DAY. Seriously it was mega boring. So you know the usual wake up routine, and go to school. It was freezing! And I was so stubborn to not put on a coat. Stupid me, lols! So first hour we had a study hour, second hour we had ICT. Excel =.= Totally boring, I finisehd 4 modules (1 module is supposed to take 1 lesson) and still had time left! Haha, well so a little hyving, deviantArt etc =] I showed everyone my site, and the responses were really sweet! So 3d hour another ICT hour, lolss same old same old. Fourth hour we had another study hour. So nobody was really doing something then, I was listening to Thaitanium (Thai band which totally ROCKS!) quietly hiphopish single of theirs and some kids in my class heard and they liked them! Yay, I'm happy for Thaitanium, lolss maybe they'll go international and be famous in the Netherlands. That would be great for them, ahh I hope so! So listen or download loads of Thaitanium, love it and share it ;D Well I had a short schoolday as you can see, in a couple of minutes my friend Maxime is coming over, we're going to be singstarring ;D and have loads of fun. After dinner Kim will come to join us, but the nerdy girl is going to revise English so that's why she's going to be late. Aah she's a nerdoooo ;P who loves Elmo & Waffels xP
Loes <3
13 September 2007 @ 07:32 am
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Current Location: My Room
Current Music: Take me out - Franz Ferdinand